Today was a decent day. i hung out with Erin O. and her friend Robbie. We watched tv for a few hours. i also met an awesome girl on OKC, but she lives in Texas of course. That is just my luck though. i still think of Casey Murphy from time to time. i followed her new Tumblr page. She really hurt me badly. i thought i found the girl of my dreams ( Read more... )

So i called and let the office manager know that i quit. She told me i should call Cunthia but i don't think i'm going to do that. i feel so much relief right now. i really better get this other job though. Shit.

i noticed Shannon was online on facebook so i messaged her but she wont message me back:

Hey Shannon ( Read more... )

So i woke up super early for work. On the way there i decided i can't do it. Se i am back at my house waiting for 6:30 am to roll around so i can call and tell them i quit. i can't believe i am doing this. i really hope i get the job now. i will. i have to. Why wouldn't they hire me? i wonder what i will say on the phone when i call to quit. i ( Read more... )

So i have good news and i have bad news. The good news is that i have a "working interview" tomorrow for a kennel position at a veterinary hospital on Monday. The bad news is i have to work at Aunt Cunthia's tomorrow morning. Since it is a morning shift that will mean she will be there the whole time to micromanage until her heart is content and ( Read more... )

Today i was late for outpatient again. This time it wasn't because of bingo but because Corri woke up late. i wasn't too late though, only by a half hour or so. After work, though, i dropped my resume off at some vet offices. Three of them didn't exist (stupid google maps). The one in Loomis is hiring customer service people and are offering full ( Read more... )

i'm taking a break from Cunthia's "homework" assignment to write in my journal ( Read more... )

i cannot find a fucking job. i am even looking outside the pet industry but there is just nothing that i qualify for. i am just fucked. If Cunthia hires me back, it is only a matter of time before i screw up and she fires me. It is easy to screw up there since there are so many little procedures and policies. It makes it extremely easy to forget to ( Read more... )

Today was an okay day. i overslept and missed some of my outpatient program. Corri never showed up either but i guess she asked me last night if i was going and i never got the text. She called 16 times while i was sleeping and thought i killed myself so she showed up at my house, high, at like 2 am. i don't remember any of it. Apparently i gave ( Read more... )

Today was fairly uneventful. i laid in bed all day watching movies on Netflix. i had myself a good cry over how shitty my life is right now. i suppose i shouldn't say my life is shitty. It is my current financial situation and work situation that is shitty. If i am going to turn my life around then it needs to start with finding myself a new job ( Read more... )

So i had another meeting with Cunthia today. If she hires me back (she used the term if) she wants to have these little performance evaluations with me once a week. She is even making me write out a spreadsheet to be used that includes: Attention To Detail (white boards, reservations, follow procedures), Janitorial Duties (bathroom, sweeping), ( Read more... )